Of all the things,
I chose you.
Silently, I saw you.
Even if only once more,
Even if I forget your face when I awake-
And if I forget your voice.
Even if I forget you.
I saw you in my sleep.
Alone.
Silently, I saw you.
A song played over and over again,
On loop, on repeat,
Running in a circle, chasing it's own tail.
Around and around,
In a circle,
Wearing a trench into the ground.
I don't know what happened,
Something just clicked,
After so much contemplation,
Familiar conversations with myself soon began to show their purpose.
After so much persistance of an agitator mind,
The sinues of the chain-hold began to break and curl back on themselves,
One by one, the little strings snapped like elastic bands,
And the tension in my brain began to lift away,
Little by little, with every little break.
I felt dizzy and dis-jointed,
My brain so confuse
Of all the things,
I chose you.
Silently, I saw you.
Even if only once more,
Even if I forget your face when I awake-
And if I forget your voice.
Even if I forget you.
I saw you in my sleep.
Alone.
Silently, I saw you.
A song played over and over again,
On loop, on repeat,
Running in a circle, chasing it's own tail.
Around and around,
In a circle,
Wearing a trench into the ground.
I don't know what happened,
Something just clicked,
After so much contemplation,
Familiar conversations with myself soon began to show their purpose.
After so much persistance of an agitator mind,
The sinues of the chain-hold began to break and curl back on themselves,
One by one, the little strings snapped like elastic bands,
And the tension in my brain began to lift away,
Little by little, with every little break.
I felt dizzy and dis-jointed,
My brain so confuse
It's been aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages since I've logged in or uploaded anything to DA, so here I am!
I've got a new piece up, and I'll have more up soon. I'm going to start using my DA account more- I've been neglecting it. :(
Well, I'm kind of at a point in my life where I just can't handle people who hurt me anymore.
I've done it all my life and it's wearing me down!
I get treated like a piece of meat by guys and treated like a dog by girls.
And I'm fairly sick of it.
After alot of heartache I've come to the conclusion that I'm not bothering with people who don't respect me anymore.
I met the kindest guy I've ever talked to recently - he treated me like a human being. And I was overwhelmed, so much so I almost cried.
So no more nasty people in my life.
I will only love those who love me.